Short recap & awesome music, of course

Yeah, well... 😳

I won't excuse myself for not writing for a long time. I actually think it's a good thing I didn't, because I usually feel an urge to write when I'm pissed off and stupid things bother me and I really don't find this constructive at all. And I don't wanna feed the trolls. And the shitheads that annoy me don't deserve my time. That being said, let's move on to a short recap of the first half of 2017.

Dark Spotlight of my Mind

There she was, sat in the spotlight,

All eyes piercing through her soul

They all claimed to know her mind,

They all ripped her thoughts and heart.

She felt tired and gave in.

Hope had drifted far away,

All she trusted gone forever,

All she loved was nowhere near.

Sorrow was the only feeling

No more power to go on

No more strength to fight her demons

No more will to carry on.

Selfish minds and empty souls

Never understood her pain.

Such a sensitive wild heart

Filled with love to give away.

“The world caged me in, denied me!

Why should I speak up my mind?!

Why should I express my feelings

When you judge and criticize?

Everything I am and feel

You see just as a mistake.

You all treat me like a child!

You all take me as insane!

I refuse to be like you.

I accept to live in exile!

I embrace the pain I feel,

It will only make me blossom.”

So she cried her scream so brave,

Looking them right in the eyes,

Then she turned away and left,

Leaving empty the spotlight…

14^th March 2012, Sibiu

Long time no see.

Only now, after so much time, I feel comfortable enough to post this... piece of my mind. 

Demons come and demons go away, but sometimes they stay with us and we need to learn to live with them inside. And sometimes we miss them. Might sound funny, I know, it depends on what you understand a demon can represent. My demons scarred me, but they've also shapped me, so I can only thank them. 

Rusty, but I want to come back.

Autumn is here. :)

Cris

Summer musical obsessions

Hey there!

It's September already and summer is still here. Bummer. 

I just can't cope with this season, man. I hate the heat and the bees and the lack of AIR. Having allergies makes me get through summer not so easily as a normal person can. So go away already! 

I need my beautiful colorful autumn to step in, with its chilly rainy and refreshing days, with nice long walks through the forest, with gentle sunny days and mountains of leaves to jump into. Ah, I'm already dreaming!

But until then, I'm going to share some awesome tunes with you. I was listening to a song on repeat a couple of days ago and I said to myself "Damn, I've been listening to this like crazy for some months now", then it hit me. I kinda developed some musical obsessions this summer. I mean, I usually try to listen to a lot of stuff and discover new bands or study genres that are not among my favorites, but this summer was mostly about repeating some tracks from bands that I pretty much love.

The Mask and the Mirror III

The Mask and the Mirror

The Mask and the Mirror II

Gently touches the Mask. Stares at it.

Yes, just like that... Closer, closer... The pain will end... It will all end...

Grabs the Mask and holds it just in front of his face. Remains like that, pondering, while tears begin to flow.

You know you want to, child.
I am already You.

"What are you, and why today,

all that's tragic, feels the same

There's no feeling, there's no pain,

cold, rain"

Suddenly, there was no anger, no fear, no nothing. His tears stopped pouring. He just stood there with his eyes fixed on the Mask, so close to his face, then took a peek at the Mirror. He never felt this tired before, it was so consuming, this inner battle that he was fighting for so long was simply too much. 

"From the darkness, into the light

Face the demons, left and right

If there's no wrong, can there be right?

Only a thin, fading line"

ARTmania 2013 (Part II)

Ziua 3 - sâmbătă, 10 august 2013

După o noapte mai mult sau mai puţin interesantă, au urmat ceva mai multe ore de somn şi o trezire drăguţă care mă anunţa că voi merge într-un road trip pe două roţi cu un Bandit viteaz. Numai bine, chiar aveam nevoie de aşa ceva, mai ales că se arăta din nou o zi toridă. Aşadar, relaxare totală şi plimbărică până pe la 4PM. 

Ce vreme răcoroasă şi plăcută am întâlnit aici...